It’s Probably for the Better

It felt like yes­ter­day
We were meant to stay
Living like noth­ing wrong could hap­pen
I still re­call a time
You were on my mind
Monopolizing each and every sec­ond
Figured I should know
How it’s gotta go
’Cause noth­ing is made to last forever
I’m hardly mov­ing on
The proof in is in the song
Remembering how

I used to feel alive
I used to want to
I used to be al­right
I used to love you

I used to never feel like I do now
I used to never feel like I do now
I used to walk on air
I used to care
I had no fear of falling
I used to never feel like I do now

Well I can’t ig­nore the hurt or pre­tend it isn’t work
Knowing that you’re bet­ter off with­out me
I guess that you were right
When you told me I would prob­a­bly
One day be sorry
But you know I’m not the kind
To beg for sec­ond tries
Just chalk it up to an­other lesson learned
And let it set­tle in
If I ever love again
Remembering how

I know it’s prob­a­bly for the bet­ter
But I wish I could some­how just not re­mem­ber

I used to…

“Used To” from the al­bum Vitals. Performed by MUTEMATH. ℗2016 Wojtek Records. Written by Todd Gummerman, Darren King, Paul Meany, and Roy Mitchell-Cárdenas. ©2015 Marigny Music / Starlight Rock Music / Tag Time Productions / Wojtek Music (ASCAP).

Drifting Through the Past

Something just ain’t right
Sinking like a stone
Your body’s wrapped in mine
I still feel alone
And every­time I close my eyes
The weight is press­ing down
And I don’t wanna tell you lies
So I don’t make a sound

I wanna be in love again
With you
I want to be in love

Another lonely night
Drifting through the past
I feel the peace some­times
But it never lasts
Your memory’s from a dis­tant time
Blurring like a dream
Were we even happy then
Darker than it seems

“Hall & Oates” from the sin­gle Hall & Oates. Performed by Satchmode. ℗2014 Satchmode. Written by Gabe Donnay and Adam Boukis. ©2014 Satchmode (BMI).

You Got Me Restless

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We’ve been on for a min­ute
No more feel­ing alone
We’re try­ing hard not to bruise it
I said, “If forever’s gonna last then
we’d bet­ter find the same di­rec­tion.”

I’ve been gone for a min­ute
I’ve been out on the road
And the night got me think­ing
Thinking about ly­ing in bed
In the dark
In the warm
And we’re naked

I want you for so long
Tell me is it so wrong
Even if we fall in love
Fall in love
I don’t wanna hold you down, dear
Trying to make it so clear
Hoping that we fall in love
Fall in love

It’s get­ting hard not to take it
I wanna ask but I don’t
But it’s time for me to face it
Keep telling my­self run away, run away
Run away, don’t chase it

Don’t give up on me, baby
When I stum­ble along
When I act a lit­tle crazy
Remember my love for you won’t fade
Won’t fade, you keep it blaz­ing

When you hold on to me
When you let me in
You bet­ter know that I got you
Under my skin
You got me rest­less
I can’t sleep alone
You bet­ter be wait­ing
’Til I get home

“Fall in Love” from the ex­tended play Love You. Performed by Barcelona. ℗2014 NBD LLC. Written by Brian Leseney Fennell. ©2013 BLF Music Group (BMI).

These Mem­o­ries Are Noth­ing to Me

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Stuck in­side of the wrong frame
I don’t feel at­tached to this name
My body, I must re­claim
With dif­fer­ent eyes and no shame

Try, try to just hear me out
Don’t ask why, why
But I’m tak­ing this route
It’s al­right, right?
That’s what I tell my­self
But I don’t know, no

So I ran, ’til I couldn’t
And I screamed, ’til my voice was gone
I be­lieved what I shouldn’t have
I don’t know why

These mem­o­ries are noth­ing to me
Just salt

Look in the mir­ror, tell me
What it is like to be free
How do I grasp re­al­ity
When I don’t have an iden­tity?

Who, who can I look to
’Cause I’m not like you, you
And I don’t be­lieve in the truth, truth
’Cause all of my life’s built on lies

I know what you’re im­ply­ing
I’m try­ing to get my feet off the ground
I know, I know, I’m try­ing… I’m try­ing

Stuck in­side of the wrong frame
I don’t feel at­tached to this name
How do I grasp re­al­ity
When I don’t have an iden­tity?

I’m try­ing to get my feet off the ground
These mem­o­ries are noth­ing to me
Just salt in the wound

“Salt” from the ex­tended play Transpose. Performed by Bad Suns. ℗2014 Vagrant Records.

I’m the Only One Here

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Never took your side
Never cursed your name
I keep my lips shut tight
Until you go
We’ve come as far
As we’re ever gonna get
Until you re­al­ize
That you should go

I’m in mis­ery
Where you can seem as old as your omens
And the mother we share
Will never keep your proud head from falling
The way is long but you can make it easy on me
And the mother we share
Will never keep our cold hearts from call­ing

In the dead of night
I’m the only one here
And I will cover you
Until you go
And if I told the truth
I will al­ways be free
And keep a prize with me
Until you go

Until the night falls
We’re the only ones left
I bet you even know
Where we could go
And when it all f—s up
You put your head in my hands
It’s a sou­venir
For when you go

“The Mother We Share” from the al­bum The Bones of What You Believe. Performed by CHVRCHES. ℗2013 Virgin Records / Glassnote Records / Goodbye Records. Written by Iain Cook, Martin Doherty, and Lauren Mayberry. ©2012 Universal Music Publishing Group (PRS).