It’s Probably for the Better

It felt like yes­ter­day
We were meant to stay
Living like noth­ing wrong could hap­pen
I still re­call a time
You were on my mind
Monopolizing each and every sec­ond
Figured I should know
How it’s got­ta go
’Cause noth­ing is made to last forever
I’m hard­ly mov­ing on
The proof in is in the song
Remembering how

I used to feel alive
I used to want to
I used to be al­right
I used to love you

I used to nev­er feel like I do now
I used to nev­er feel like I do now
I used to walk on air
I used to care
I had no fear of falling
I used to nev­er feel like I do now

Well I can’t ig­nore the hurt or pre­tend it isn’t work
Knowing that you’re bet­ter off with­out me
I guess that you were right
When you told me I would prob­a­bly
One day be sor­ry
But you know I’m not the kind
To beg for sec­ond tries
Just chalk it up to an­oth­er lesson learned
And let it set­tle in
If I ever love again
Remembering how

I know it’s prob­a­bly for the bet­ter
But I wish I could some­how just not re­mem­ber

I used to…

“Used To” from the al­bum Vitals. Performed by MUTEMATH. ℗2016 Wojtek Records. Written by Todd Gummerman, Darren King, Paul Meany, and Roy Mitchell-Cárdenas. ©2015 Marigny Music / Starlight Rock Music / Tag Time Productions / Wojtek Music (ASCAP).

Drifting Through the Past

Something just ain’t right
Sinking like a stone
Your body’s wrapped in mine
I still feel alone
And every­time I close my eyes
The weight is press­ing down
And I don’t wan­na tell you lies
So I don’t make a sound

I wan­na be in love again
With you
I want to be in love

Another lone­ly night
Drifting through the past
I feel the peace some­times
But it nev­er lasts
Your memory’s from a dis­tant time
Blurring like a dream
Were we even hap­py then
Darker than it seems

“Hall & Oates” from the sin­gle Hall & Oates. Performed by Satchmode. ℗2014 Satchmode. Written by Gabe Donnay and Adam Boukis. ©2014 Satchmode (BMI).

You Got Me Restless

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We’ve been on for a min­ute
No more feel­ing alone
We’re try­ing hard not to bruise it
I said, “If forever’s gonna last then
we’d bet­ter find the same di­rec­tion.”

I’ve been gone for a min­ute
I’ve been out on the road
And the night got me think­ing
Thinking about ly­ing in bed
In the dark
In the warm
And we’re naked

I want you for so long
Tell me is it so wrong
Even if we fall in love
Fall in love
I don’t wan­na hold you down, dear
Trying to make it so clear
Hoping that we fall in love
Fall in love

It’s get­ting hard not to take it
I wan­na ask but I don’t
But it’s time for me to face it
Keep telling my­self run away, run away
Run away, don’t chase it

Don’t give up on me, baby
When I stum­ble along
When I act a lit­tle crazy
Remember my love for you won’t fade
Won’t fade, you keep it blaz­ing

When you hold on to me
When you let me in
You bet­ter know that I got you
Under my skin
You got me rest­less
I can’t sleep alone
You bet­ter be wait­ing
’Til I get home

“Fall in Love” from the ex­tend­ed play Love You. Performed by Barcelona. ℗2014 NBD LLC. Written by Brian Leseney Fennell. ©2013 BLF Music Group (BMI).

These Mem­o­ries Are Noth­ing to Me

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Stuck in­side of the wrong frame
I don’t feel at­tached to this name
My body, I must re­claim
With dif­fer­ent eyes and no shame

Try, try to just hear me out
Don’t ask why, why
But I’m tak­ing this route
It’s al­right, right?
That’s what I tell my­self
But I don’t know, no

So I ran, ’til I couldn’t
And I screamed, ’til my voice was gone
I be­lieved what I shouldn’t have
I don’t know why

These mem­o­ries are noth­ing to me
Just salt

Look in the mir­ror, tell me
What it is like to be free
How do I grasp re­al­i­ty
When I don’t have an iden­ti­ty?

Who, who can I look to
’Cause I’m not like you, you
And I don’t be­lieve in the truth, truth
’Cause all of my life’s built on lies

I know what you’re im­ply­ing
I’m try­ing to get my feet off the ground
I know, I know, I’m try­ing… I’m try­ing

Stuck in­side of the wrong frame
I don’t feel at­tached to this name
How do I grasp re­al­i­ty
When I don’t have an iden­ti­ty?

I’m try­ing to get my feet off the ground
These mem­o­ries are noth­ing to me
Just salt in the wound

“Salt” from the ex­tend­ed play Transpose. Performed by Bad Suns. ℗2014 Vagrant Records.

I’m the Only One Here

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Never took your side
Never cursed your name
I keep my lips shut tight
Until you go
We’ve come as far
As we’re ever gonna get
Until you re­al­ize
That you should go

I’m in mis­ery
Where you can seem as old as your omens
And the moth­er we share
Will nev­er keep your proud head from falling
The way is long but you can make it easy on me
And the moth­er we share
Will nev­er keep our cold hearts from call­ing

In the dead of night
I’m the only one here
And I will cov­er you
Until you go
And if I told the truth
I will al­ways be free
And keep a prize with me
Until you go

Until the night falls
We’re the only ones left
I bet you even know
Where we could go
And when it all f—s up
You put your head in my hands
It’s a sou­venir
For when you go

“The Mother We Share” from the al­bum The Bones of What You Believe. Performed by CHVRCHES. ℗2013 Virgin Records / Glassnote Records / Goodbye Records. Written by Iain Cook, Martin Doherty, and Lauren Mayberry. ©2012 Universal Music Publishing Group (PRS).